The dates

So, i had so much kisses last week. I kid you not. And it wasn't like a peck or anything, all of them were french kisses, with tongue and everything. I had a very action-packed weekend. I went on a date with two guys. Google guy and the natural.

Saturday was the first encounter with google guy. Although, he's not the best looking guy i've ever seen, he gets points for having a cute smile. Not to mention, he drives a nice audi, he works at google as a PM, travels all over the world, graduated from an ivy league school and a very smart guy. I know, so many good points right. And at first glance, he is a total great catch. However, i don't think i'm physically attracted to him.I mean, of course he kissed me and shit, but it was just a nice kiss. Not the kind of kiss which wakes passion in you and makes you want to just lose control and get right down to fucking. However, i felt safe around him. Like i know that he's not gonna mistreat me or hurt me deliberately. I enjoyed his company and enjoyed talking to him. I feel like i can talk to him about anything. All in all, the date was pretty good. I saw him again for lunch the next day and it was just really nice. He is definitely boyfriend material.

The facts are that i am dating two guys now. One is a comfortable zone and the other is an unpredictable one. As of now, i like the natural more simply because i feel excitement around him. I think he just challenges me even though i know its a very dangerous territory since he's hard to figure out. Its too early to tell whats gonna happen next. I have another date with google guy tomorrow. I haven't heard from the natural since sunday. I'm still testing him. So its more like i want to give myself time to calm down from the giddiness i felt with him and i want to be pursued. Part of me wants to tame him, to make him fell for me, feel crazy about me. So, right now its fun and games and i think i'm playing my cards right.