The natural

Last night, i had a date with "the natural." The plan was to just have dinner (well, at least thats what i thought).And it ended up dinner->drinks-> his place (and no, i did not have sex with him. However, it did take every ounce of my willpower to stop myself). I can't be in denial much longer. I am attracted to him very much. Its like there is this sexual tension between us. A chemistry that makes me drawn to him and perhaps him to me. The fact that he's a damn good kisser just sold it. I couldn't help but thinking when he came to pick me up and we were walking to the restaurant how bloody sexy he looked. Its his eyes, the way he carried himself. Anyways, thats beside the point. So, we ordered, we trade stories and we went to a bar to drink and pretty much started making out. And yeah, it was so intense that i didnt even know one of my earrings fell to the ground (I didnt notice i lost one until much much later...that is to say, i was at his place already). How did i end up to his place? well, pretty much because i didn't want the night to end and i was curious, and scared at the same time. Its a convoluted feeling that he pretty much capitalize. Went back to his place for "snuggling" which turned out to be a full-blown make-out session. Jesus christ! he just ignites passion in me, like i can't help it. My body literally had a mind on its own once its in his hands. But, it just turned me on so bad. Anyways, i didnt give in because i mean, we had a bet. He said "i'm not gonna f*ck you unless you beg for it." Obviously i never did coz i have my precious precious pride.
Long story short, i went home at 3:30 am and slept at 4am. I had to work today. (i know, so fucking tired today). And i thought about him a lot today.I can still feel his lips on mine.