I have another date with google guy tonight. I'm somewhat excited but not as excited with the prospect of seeing the natural (TN) tomorrow night. I am so bad right??? I can't stop thinking about TN. Dammit! I guess i do like him, but i dont want to like him too much yet, u know? To tell the truth, i dont trust him yet. Anyways, back to google guy. He called me last night just to talk about tonight and general stuff. He still made me smile though. I like talking to him. Why , why can't i feel the same chemistry with him? maybe it will develop the more i see him right?