So,the date with google guy last night was just N-I-C-E.I mean, it wasn't like amazing or anything, its just plain nice. We went to this lounge, drank free infused sakes,then, we head to star light room to continue drinking.By the way, while we were at star light room, we were dancing a little and he was a bad dancer. He doesn't have any rhythm and i remembered feeling annoyed because he was messing up my groove. I'd rather dance by myself.(so thats another minus) Then, we went to dolores park on the way home to sit and talked and made out a little. And then, i realized that i stepped on dog's poop. DAMMIT! i'm never going to the park at night again. Anyways, i just really don't feel that much chemistry with this guy. I mean, we clicked. I can talk to him about a lot of stuff and i love the fact that he has money and pays for mostly everything and doesn't mind doing it. I love the fact that he's very accomplished. BUt, i just do not find him sexy. I dont even know if i would ever sleep with him. I'm not sure i want to find out either. I know that he likes me a lot. Perhaps the fact that he's so transparent and always put everything on the table turns me off. I mean, dont get me wrong, i have no tolerance for bullshit. But that doesn't mean that he can't play the game a little. All i asked is 100% honest, but you dont have to open all your cards that soon. You have to put a little of mystery in there to keep me interested. I'm so screwed. I think i know way too much about the ways and tricks of attraction and maybe i set the bar too high. What am i supposed to do though? I'm still going to see him for a few more times and see if anything more can develop from here.

Its a good thing that he and TN are different. Each has something that the other doesn't have. It all comes down to "what do i want?" and i better know what i'm getting myself into with each of them. Right now, nothing else could be done but to enjoy it.

Oh, by the way, i am seeing TN tonight. I am way more excited about this.