Another fab date

How is it that everytime i see TN, i'm usually giddy for the next 2 days, and then it tapers off? Does this mean i'm falling in love with him? or is it just a temporary high? I had an amazing night with him last night. We literally spend 12 hours together. I didnt plan to stay over (and no, we didn't do it in case you were wondering). Its just that we drank 2 bottles of wine and then, i was too drunk to stand and i pretty much just sleep. It was funny how i slept so well considering its a new environment. new bed, new person next to me. I still remember when i was with my ex, i think i didn't even sleep that well that night. But then, perhaps it was the drunkeness that made me slept through the night. Anyways, i think we just have this great chemistry between us. like its almost unbearable. He was actually really sweet to me too aside from the continuous flirtations and teasings. its funny how things turned out. My most favorite moment is in the morning when i woke up, i felt really sick. so he suggested we get breakfast at this place around the corner. It was nice to step outside, hand in hand and breathing in the crisp morning air (by morning i mean around 9 am on a weekday ..but in my defense, it is friday!!). I felt happy, like lost in the moment. well, thing is, i think i can really like this guy. However, I'm still very cautious because from what i heard he's quite the ladies' man. Part of me almost wish that he'll never contact me again because then, it could be so much easier. Hmm..so confusing! I'm still going to give google guy a chance. I'm seeing him tomorrow night.

Aside from that, i think i've moved on from my ex. FINALLY! I didn't even want to check him out on the blog anymore because i remembered how affected i am everytime i peeked. Plus, i feel that i'm slowly seeing his personality clearer (from other people who is still connected to him through work). And i dont like what i'm seeing. Its almost seems like he prefers to run/ hide away from his problems. Also, now that i think about it, he's so emotional. I'm emotional. I mean, in order to match well, one person has to complement the others lacking qualities right?? Not to say that we had a bad relationship, but i feel that i still have a lot to learn about what i want/what fits me well. I suppose things always work out for the best, right?