Interesting saturday night

Before you read: the first half of the post wass written on sunday morning at about 2 am. But i didn't finish it until today, which is tuesday, july 17th. I dont know how to update the stupid blogger time. So here goes:

I am dumping google guy. I went out with him tonight after dinner with friends and just had a terrible time. I dont know, perhaps its because of the fact that i'm slowly realizing that i am just not attracted to him and that there is zero chemistry. What sold me on it was when he was kissing me tonight and i just lay there. I didnt feel any passion, anything. It was just a cold realization that i'm just not turned on by him. In short, i do not want to get naked with him. Thats a pretty bad sign. Anyways, he acknowledged that it was a bad night and bla..bla..bla.. and suggested that we try one more time. I did say yes. But i'm pretty sure it will be the last. I just dont feel it with him. On a side note, I met another super cute guy tonight at the restaurant. The bartender at this upscale restaurant in the financial district. I can see it in his eyes that he wanted me, and so, after i washed my hands in his sink (don't ask, someone puked all over the sink in the ladies' bathroom), i came back the second time and started charming him. Long story short, he asked for my number. I went out with him on sunday for sushi and drinks. He is CUTE. He looks like the cute version of john cusack. The date went pretty well, we clicked and he has a pretty good game. Like he knows how to look at you and makes you feel comfortable. Also, an interesting fact was that he lived in my home country for about a year in 1998. I thought it was freakin awesome coincidence. I would never have guessed it. So, dinner was served, we paid, walked hand in hand and he went in for the kiss. I didnt know what to expect, but man, it was awkward. Like our lips did not really match. No fireworks either. Am i asking way too much here? And plus, i was thinking to myself "what the f was i thinking, he's a bartender!!. I mean, i found out that he's actually a wannabe movie producer." He has direct music videos and is trying to get a feature film of his own. But still, the hours are all messed up. So, anyways,i'm not sure what i'm gonna do with this one. I think i'm kinda burnt out from going on dates with these guys. If you think about it, i went out wed=google guy, thurs=TN, fri=friends,sat=google guy, sun=bartender, mon=TN. Oh my god, i think i should take a break. I need time for myself and think of what i want.

More on last night with TN soon.