Longing

I wish i could talk to you. I miss having the connection with you. My mind often wondered to you. What you're doing, what your expression is like, what your mind is thinking. Did i ever cross your mind? or was i just another girl for your conquest? I wonder when i think about you, can you feel it? I still think our paths will cross again. How and when is beyond my comprehension. We live in two different worlds where under normal circumstances, we would never have met, let alone talk and have an emotional connection. Somehow, i feel that my story with you is not done yet. There's no way a beautiful connection like ours will just stay there untouched. Like there's this beautiful veil covering something magical. Or could it? I'm learning to just ride the feelings out. I incorporate my yoga practice to this. Its still hard sometimes, but i feel like i will slowly get better. I will slowly be able to just let go of my feelings for you. Who could have thought my feelings for you are still there. Who could have thought within that short period of time, i could feel this much for you. And how real it felt. I miss you.