A newcomer

I am feeling a lot in my body today. I only got 3-4 hours of sleep last night and the night before and still my body won't shut down. Its fucking turned on, and i did not expect this person to be able to do this to me. I am confused, scared, excited, buzzingly happy and just turned on. I feel like a desert which has finally tasted the rain after months of dryness, parchness and heat. I feel nourished and cherished. And my brain is trying to cope with this new experience. This unexpected encounter with a man who connected really well with me. There was no game. No lines. It felt honest and real from the start. I was attracted to him the second i laid eyes on him. And the "game" began. I'm comfortable being with him. Being around him. I am comfortable with the way he touched me and kissed me. I am comfortable with the spontaneous plans, the sharing of passion, the unexpected kiss in the elevator, or the unexpected hug from behind or him just inhaling my scent, smelling my hair and telling me the sensation he felt in his body. his text brought a smile to my lips. I am really really not sure why this is happening. It was beautiful. He was so good to me. He was so sweet to me. He respected my boundaries. He listened to me. And yet, I did not feel any weakness from him. I had a beautiful night with him, which turned into a beautiful morning. It felt like he had given me a gift. I really enjoyed his company. I do not want to fall into a pattern of seeing just what i want to see. I want to be conscious of everything thats happening. I want to stand tall and face whats the real truth underneath all what you see. This could be a good practice to apply what i have learned and to learn more about myself and connection.

I think my only question is , is this real? Is he for real? or was it all just a beautiful fantasy? I really do not have any expectations. I have hopes. stay tuned.